Reflections from Hebrews 13

I (Jacquie) came across a couple of verses in Hebrews 13 the other day that caught my attention.

Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise–the fruit of lips that confess his name.  And do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased. (vv. 15-16)

These verses are a simple reminder of two key principles in following Christ: praising God and sharing with others, both of which may and perhaps should require us to sacrifice time, energy, success, or material wealth.  In a devotional reading today I was again challenged by the need to daily celebrate God with praise and thanksgiving, a habit which I know turns my focus away from my daily concerns or worries and instead towards God’s faithfulness.  In addition, in this past few months I have felt God calling me to be less attached to our material possessions, not necessarily meaning we need to give them away, but more just having a more generous heart and having less concern if our things are lost, taken or broken especially if such an attitude puts worry over possessions ahead of people and relationships.

Besides these few thoughts there were many other verses in the last chapter of Hebrews that were an encouragement to me and that I felt summarized well a variety of thoughts presented through the entire book.  I leave you with just one more poignant question/verse: “The Lord is my helper, I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?” (Heb 13:6).

Posted in July 2011 | Leave a comment

The Making of Chocolate

For the past week we have been enjoying the company of Rick’s brother/sister-in-law – Trace and Tracey and their kids Parker, Carter and Kaci. We had been eagerly counting down their 3+week visit here for some time and are very much enjoying their presence in San Cristobal.  They have come to visit us but also experience a new culture do some work at INESIN. Tomorrow Tracey and I are doing a baking workshop for the ladies in the kitchen there – making pizza’s, zucchini bread and banana muffins – should be interesting!

I also wanted to share a bit of our experience yesterday in going to the Museo de Kakaw ( Chocolate Museum) to learn more about where chocolate comes from and taste a bit as well!

After our tour I realized how little I knew about a “food” I quite enjoy.  Besides learning the process of chocolate making we also learned that while other places in the world produce much more chocolate than the state of Chiapas – our new state is known to produce the highest quality and most flavorful chocolate in the world, and is exlcusively used in making famous Swiss chocolate that comes from Switzerland. In fact, the making of chocolate is an ancient practice which originated in Central America, and as the museum reiterated several times – chocolate was a food for the kings while the common people ate corn. Unfortunately, in the past decade a fungus disease has been affecting many cacao groves here and in central America.  While not great for chocolate lovers, more it is devastating for the cacao farmers.  The process of harvesting cacao is very labor intensive. A basic recap is that there are trees which grow a “mazorca” which contains both pulp and seeds, these seeds are then taken out, dried, fermented, toasted and ground to make a chocolate type paste.

 

 

 

 

 

This paste is then blended with other ingredients we find in chocolate products- obviously the more pure cacao – the better the chocolate! My fellow dark chocolate lovers out their will definitely agree with me.

I recognize at this point this post has said nothing regarding fair trade chocolate etc. etc… really I was more just writing out of interest than making any political/social points about the whole chocolate industry – which we learned makes about 5 billion dollars each year!

 

Posted in July 2011 | Leave a comment

Church as Permaculture?

Since March I`ve been receiving via email daily mediatations from a Catholic priest and writer named Richard Rohr.  For a week in May he posted smaller byte-sized thoughts about how the Church (yes protestant and catholic) reflects (or does not!) the values and processes evident in permaculture, which is a form of land-use system that minimizes external inputs and focuses on making things work (i.e. productive, healthy) for the long-term.  Alas, connecting ideas of church to those of God`s creation and our interaction within both is right up my alley.  To say that churches in Chiapas struggle in many the same ways as churches I know back in Canada is 1) disheartening, 2) a bit comforting, and 3) revealing too, of the common bonds and stumbling blocks we face.  Mmmmmm, as I write this I am reminded that the struggle is what breaks, molds and strengthens us to bring about God`s kingdom.   However, without getting into any sermons I simply wanted to re-post a summary of Rohr`s compiled meditations; they are thought provoking, and my hope is that you may look a little longer and reflect a little deeper the next time you are in church, or in the garden or field for that matter too…..

Mere beliefs do not necessarily change the way we live in this world.  What we have been calling “Emerging” Christianity or “Lifestyle Christianity” involves a real movement toward simplicity—at all levels.  A return to a simple lifestyle is the only way we are going to be able to respect this planet and create honest community instead of this social climbing we are involved in today.  We Americans cannot continue to live at this high level of consumption.  It is quite literally unsustainable.  Up to now this has not been on the radar of most Christians as a spiritual issue.

In fact, the very notion of sustainability has largely come into our vocabulary from those who are concerned about caring for the earth.

The line I often quote from Paula D’Arcy should be obvious:  “God comes to you disguised as your life.”  Why didn’t someone tell me that earlier—that this life is the raw material that I need to take seriously?  Every day, what’s right in front of me is the agenda.  And even more, the natural world all around us has all the lessons that we need for life, love, death, and salvation.  Really!  Just look and listen, and note how Jesus himself seems to have looked and listened to lilies, birds, hens, sheep, “red sky in the morning,” green and dry wood, moth and worm, etc.

You can see how merely believing doctrines and practicing rituals is very often a clever diversionary tactic to avoid my actual life—to avoid the agenda that is right in front of me every day, which is always messy, always muddy, always mundane, always ordinary—and all around me.

There was a movement that began about thirty years ago in Australia called “Permaculture” (from perma[nent agri]culture) which was concerned about making good and natural use of our earth.  I would like to suggest here the idea of church itself as a kind of permaculture.

Permaculture is a design system to create sustainable living habitats.  Permaculturists seek to find regenerative solutions that are local, on-site, and natural.  We have to look right in front of us and say: “How can we regenerate what is right here?  How can we live with what we have and make it beautiful and good?”  I ask, why should that not be true for church too?  Wouldn’t it make sense that all we need for salvation is available for all peoples, all the time, and everywhere?  God and grace cannot be that scarce.  Why should any church “technology” be so centralized at higher levels, or dependent on major and specialized education?  Maybe that was Jesus’ point in starting with fishermen?

The American Church has not usually sought out regenerative solutions where the sustainability is on-site and natural.  I am not negating other wonderful priests who come to help us, but our churches are more and more run by priests from other countries.  For the most part they know little about American culture or church.  (When we send Franciscan missionaries to other countries they have to spend a long time learning to understand and respect that culture.  Normally it has to be a movement in downward mobility, not a huge leap in upward mobility, or they would hardly be missionaries at all.)

If a church cannot produce its own ministers, one might call into question whether we are an organic or vibrant church at all.  If we have to bring in people from other countries to sustain a two-hundred-year-old church, we might ask ourselves if we even possess the gifts we need for our own spiritual survival.  We are an unsustainable church, rather than a “permaculture” church.

Permaculture” ventures tend to be energetically frugal.  “How can things be done with the least amount of manufactured energy?”  Permaculture people have made a real art form of simplicity.  They are fascinated by doing as much as possible with as little artificial energy as possible.  Energetically frugal, technologically frugal, intellectually and creatively imaginative, they don’t seek a new piece of land to conquer and make it productive; instead they seek to regenerate what they already have.  Sort of obvious, isn’t it?  If it sounds like healing, I think it is.

All Jesus practically does in his short ministry is preach and heal.  When Francis McNutt revived the healing ministry in the 1970s, he was a priest from the Order of Preachers or Dominicans.  He said we do an awful lot of preaching in our church and very little healing.  He actually received letters from Catholics upset at the title of his book, Healing, because they thought it was a Protestant word!  “We Catholics are not into healing,” some actually said to him, not realizing their accurate but Freudian slip.  Healing takes love and caring more than ordination or major education.  The act of healing takes time, caring, and long-term investment in a person or a situation.

I must point out, as strongly as I can, what I think is Jesus’ first and foundational ecclesiology (notion of church).  He says, “wherever two or three gather together in communion, I’m present” (Matthew 18:20).  This is the first definition of presence, just as clear as his presence in the bread or in the neighbor, and much clearer than any notion of his presence in any organization.  Jesus is so simple that we miss his simple points.  Jesus’ notion of church is much like a permaculture system: obvious, on-site, right now, with built-in forces for renewability.  It is all in the quality of relationships between the available life forms:  just gather “two or three” who do life and love right, and we have the basic makings of church.  It is how every good project I have ever seen gets started.

If we want a sustainable church, let’s go to the lowest possible level and build it on that foundation (gathering positively around love and caring), and then keep rebuilding it with inherent tools (healing, forgiveness, and community building around projects).  Just gather “two or three” (Matthew 18:20) loving, committed, servant-oriented people and we have the only real foundation for any healing and healthy church.  In fact, without it, you can have the most organized and orthodox church in the world and no one will actually be changed or helped.  As the Beatles wrote in their song, “Eleanor Rigby”:

Father McKenzie [will keep]

writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear . . .

[Will keep] wiping the dirt from his hands  as he walks from the grave

[While] no one was saved

Adapted from Emerging Church Conference, Swannick, England, 2010 (unpublished)

Posted in July 2011 | Leave a comment

A Weekend to D.F.

The MCC Mexico Team of 2041 -Â Â Hizee, Ziko, Isabel, Ezra and Hilary

It had been 3 months since our last MCC Team Mexico Retreat in Guerrero so we were off last weekend to Mexico City (a.k.a D.F.) for 4 days to reunite with “el equipo.” While it was great to see everyone again we also spent time recognizing the service of the Friesen-Pankratz family as they completed their 3 year term and returned to Canada this past Monday. We also will soon say goodbye to our to “YAMENers” – Clifford and Nompilo, both from Zimbabwe – who have just 4 weeks left in their 1 year assignment. Hopefully soon I’ll get a complete team photo to add to the post.

After again traveling by taxi, plane, and metro to arrive at the MCC Mexico Office we soon took off again by bus to a nearby town called Tepozlan, which our family had visited back in November, and were treated to a stay at “Posada Sarita.” Team retreats are often a combination of meetings, socializing and down time as well as a combination of speaking in English and Spanish.   They give us time to check in with each other, hear important news/updates from our Rep’s about internal MCC items and have some good discussions about our work and experience.  This weekend we spent some time focusing on the Advocay work MCC is doing in Latin America (LA) – Adrienne, our team member who is the Policy Analyst for all of LA – talked specifically about MCC LA advocacy work that is ongoing in mining, migration, urban peace building and rural justice.  I look forward to working with her a bit as she develops, amongst other work,  tools for facilitating advocacy learning for churches in this LA context.

At this point if you are a bit like me and wondering – what exactly is Advocacy? I really encourage you to do some research and ponder the question: was Jesus an advocate? for whom? how? what implications does this have for my life? my church?

While traveling and eating out with kids can be a challenge at times, as a whole Hilary and Ezra did wonderful in this latest adventure.  Hilary’s weekend mainly consisted of playing in dirt and taking showers.  Ezra enjoyed much time relaxing in the great hammocks and playing with Isabel and Ziko – his little buddy who has now gone back to Canada 🙁 .  The place we stayed had a great outdoor space with a variety of fruit trees – bananas, avocados, limes – and Tepozlan provided some great food and for Ezra and Hilary the ability to finally purchase some “luchadores” masks for their wrestling matches with their dad back home!

Posted in June 2011 | 1 Comment

Letting Justice Roll

Through various readings and life situations over the past weeks a fresh (for me) perspective has developed in my understanding of the need to know and follow God’s “law”. But, first of all I will go back to my days of seminary education and remind us all that the Hebrew word for law – Torah – is related to the root verb to teach and signifies teaching, instruction or perhaps even guidance; words which perhaps give quite a different impression.  These translations also remind me of my days as a “pioneer girl” where we often quoted Psalm 119:105 ‘ “Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.”

With these thoughts in mind I go to a message I heard the other day at church (the first time I felt I could really appreciate a sermon in Spanish!) on the topic of humility.  While the exhortation began in Colossians 3:12 with the words “clothe yourself with … humility” it continued by looking at Christ’s example of humility as it is partly described in Philippians 2:8 “he humbled himself and became obedient to death-even death on a cross.” Obedience can be a bit of a difficult word perhaps seemingly more “oppressive” than “life giving.” Yet Christ exemplifies one who is willing to listen to his Father trusting that His Way and Will can indeed lead to life – and not only for ourselves but clearly for others as well. This thought leads me to a verse found in a devotional reading provided through Rick’s INESIN colleagues – Isaiah 51:4 “Pay attention to me, oh my people, and give ear to me, oh my nation; for a law will go forth from me, and I will set my justice for a light for the peoples. ” In this verse I hear a Father calling to his child – trust me, listen to me and I will provide good instruction good guidance for your life, teachings that if you follow will allow you to be a voice and a demonstration of justice for all peoples. What is this justice? While sometimes this word is translated “judgment” it is also the same Hebrew word as found in Micah 6:8 as a requirement of God for his people alongside the need to be humble and act mercifully.  A different book I have read these past months had an insightful comment regarding the ideas of mercy and justice and so I quote “We have often seen it [Justice] as opposite to God’s mercy. ‘God’s justice’ is understood as God’s deserved punishment for our sins, ‘God’s mercy’ as God’s loving forgiveness … Given this choice we all prefer God’s mercy and hope to escape God’s justice … Most often in the Bible, the opposite of God’s justice is not God’s mercy but human injustice. The issue is the shape of our life together as societies. ” The main thought that really caught my attention these past week is this: God desires us to follow his ways and his teachings because when we do we are a light to the world of God’sjJustice, not of his judgment, but of right living alongside the rest of humanity as we care for this earth He has created for us – faithfulness, integrity, honesty, caring for the widow and the orphan, governing in a way that is right and fair for all. It means doing what is right regardless of what it might cost – is this not Jesus on the cross, being obedient,  faithfully doing what is right in the eyes of his Father regardless of what others might think or do to him? So here we are again back to the idea of obedience – such a key concept in our relationship to God,  as John 14:15 tells us, it is the manner in which we most demonstrate our love to God “if you love me you will obey my commands.”

The challenge these thoughts present to me is my need to more fervently hear God’s words, know his teaching, know his instruction; or as Charles Stanley said in a recent devotional I read “to know God’s definition of goodness… and the things that are good in His eyes.” Wouldn’t this truly be a light to the peoples if we all as followers of Christ truly sought and carried out in a daily manner that which is good in the eyes of God. Wouldn’t this be a way to bring life to ourselves, our families, our neighbors, our fellow humanity and this earth? I quote from Amos 5:24 “Let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream.” Or perhaps in other words: Let’s follow Gods ways because in doing so God’s right, fair, loving, compassionate, generous, faithful way of doing all things will inundate this world through our lives and actions.

 

 

 

Posted in June 2011 | 4 Comments

U YITS KA’AN in the Yucatàn

Last week I had the priviledge of heading out for 4 days to the Yucatàn, in order to become more familiar with the school known as U Yits Ka’an (in Maya), or also the School of Agroecology (AE), located in the beautiful town of Manì.  The school has been running for approximately 20 years, and is largely the product of many years hard work of several priests in the region, who have worked alongside the campesina population.  The school has a well developed campus set in the Yucatàn forest…and they have water, which makes all the difference in terms of what can be practiced, demonstrated and accomplished. Some years ago the school made an intentional move to decrease the focus on bringing people to Manì for training, and rather developing strong groups within the communities from which many campesinos came for training.  Thus, there are 6 “subsedes”, or satellite schools in operation – I participated in group meetings in Valladolid, and in Yodzknot, and enjoyed sharing information of our respective work, and of course seeds!

Catholic church in Manì

My primary reasons for connecting with this school were two-fold: 1) to increase some my own knowledge base in AE, particulary their management of the milpa (corn field), a bee species known locally as meliponas (I have no idea if this is a name used widely or not), and a native pig variety, the name of which in Maya escapes me right now, and 2) to learn of how the school is building its capacity of “subsedes”, or satellite schools.

While this in not the place to expound on workshop details, I was very impressed with how the school is weaving traditional knowledge with certain aspects of science-based management.  In particular, in our session on the milpa, the wisdom from our one workshop teacher, an elderly gentleman who has been growing corn for over 50 years, demonstrated the simple yet sophisticated techniques used to grow corn out of thin soil and ashes over limestone.  We soil scientists have much yet to learn!

Other pieces of the trip included spending some down time in town centers, and one night in Merida.  My five nights were spent in a bus seat (2 nights), hammock, cheap hotel and cabaña in the forest.  I noticed the salsa was certainly mas picante…..they like their habañeros (chiles).  Thanks to INESIN and MCC for supporting me in this time of learnig n and sharing.  Thanks to Jacquie for keeping the fort down and caring for the niños while I was away….much appreciated!  See photos below……..chau.

Francis from Yodzknot teaching me the Mayan names and uses of the plants in their garden

Talking vegetables and heat....in the heat!

Cutting Taiwan grass for the livestock at Manì

Look at that trumpet nose on this native pig....these guys are very efficient in their weight gain, and the meat is much less fatty

Inside a meliponas "home" - lots of wax, honey, and eggs...they also have no stinger, so they are very easy to manage

Meliponas...traditionally kept in hollowed logs, but now also in boxes

 

 

Posted in May 2011 | 2 Comments

Working on it!

My how the months go by!  I realize I placed a fairly brief description of my work on an earlier blog post; now after several months working in Chiapas I’d like to give readers more insight to my assignment with INESIN, and few goings-on here.  There are a few pics as well to help show what I’m talking about (hey a picture, or several, is worth at least half my description!).

As a service worker with MCC, I am “on loan” to INESIN, a local peace-building organization that works with community groups of various Christian confessions to encourage mutual respect, tolerance and even collective social action for the sake of God’s kingdom, that being humanity, and all the rest of creation.  One part of INESIN’s work is community development, and we are currently involved in a family garden project in 7 communities.  Each community group has about 15-20 families involved, and while some groups are new to the idea of working together to create a change they desire, other groups with more experience are moving in many exciting manners and directions as they build their capacity.  One community has me quite excited because after some discussion/presentation they decided to pursue a community-scale reforestation project, which we will help facilitate.  Certainly, similar to my work in Canada, it is a deep joy to be part of a movement that helps raise the individual and collective capacity of those whose potential has been previously limited due to social custom, stereotypes, and at times a lack of knowledge or resources.  I am fortunate in that INESIN values this type of formation in its employees too…..this friday I am taking a trip to Yucatan state to take part in two courses offered by a unique “school” (Universidad de La Tierra) for the campesino (a campesino is a small farmer who must rent land, and often must work elsewhere during the dry season – this describes a large majority of rural families in Mexico).  Hopefully I’m prepared for hot weather!

I absolutely love coming up with drawings that bring the wisdom of the natural world into its simplest form

me, drinking sweet rice milk, and talking compost!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A few recent notes/experiences that I’d like to share with you about the groups I work with, which point to cultural characteristics that I admire:

  • we typically bring small packets of seeds with us when visiting groups – veteran groups buy the seeds at a reduced price, while we gift the seed packets to new groups to get started.  In one community, after the frenzy of buying/discussing garden plans with fellow members, one elderly woman dropped a pack of onion seed, and some of the seeds spilled on the floor of the church.  Most intentionally this woman (and I followed her lead) went to hands and knees to pick up every precious seed….(was it that 3 pesos needs to be stretched as far as it can go, or perhaps she simply has a deep reverance for the sustenance that comes from every small seed?).
  • Chiapas is greatly blessed with trees….of so many sorts….I have a lot of botanical memory work on my plate!  One thing I’ve noted is that all over the campo you will see trees throughout their fields – at least in fields farmed by campesinos – and the trees are typically well-pruned (especially the pines).  No, this is not the rigidity of landscaping in the suburbs…its the reality of needing wood for cooking (leña is the word used for this type of use for small wood).  I would venture to say that nearly every household in rural Chiapas uses leña to cook their beans and tortillas.  What impresses me is the conservation ethic that is practiced, not pruning too much, and certainly not cutting down the tree, as that would spell the end of their continued wood source.  In one community, which was just established in the 1990’s, some folks moved here for two reasons, access to land (to rent from the ejido, or municipality), and available leña.
  • While Chiapas is not nearly as dry as other Mexican states, there are towns and obviously people who struggle to access potable and washing water during the hottest and driest time of the year (March-April).  As I carry water in 20 L pails a distance of 30 meters from INESIN’s water tank (very rare that San Cristobal would have shortage of non-potable water) to our garden in the back, I amreminded of the much more amplified struggle that many families have in making their ends meet on a daily basis, just in terms of water, during these difficult months.  Their committment to maintaining a garden in order to achieve greater food security certainly comes with the price of hard work and patience.

The group at San Jose Las Palmas working on a compost pile

 

Not a great shot of the "pruned pine", but it`ll do in represting many of the fields where trees are conserved

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Several of the group members at San Fernando

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lastly, I want to describe the picture below, which is a photo of a poster design for the Semana de Oracion por La Unidad de los Cristianos (Week of Prayer for Christian Unity), which is put on by various churches in San Cristobal, and in which INESIN plays a lead role.  The context of Chiapas, with its past and current conflicts in which Christian confession has been intertwined with political and land issues, means that for churches from various confessions to identify with one another, to work with each other in claiming their fraternity, an important step has been accomplished.  The focus of the joint services, the celebrations, are the shared foundations of all Christian confessions – the teaching of the apostles, the brotherhood/sisterhood of all believers, the breaking of bread (Lord’s supper), and a commitment to prayer.  These we hold in common, and through these foundations God’s kingdom will continue to be realized, perhaps particularly in areas already “evangelized” (yes I’ll leave that as a bit of a hanging point for you to consider…).  A highlight of the series of events is a friendly priests vs. pastors game of futbol!

The poster design for the Week of Prayer for Christian Unity

Posted in May 2011 | 1 Comment

Niño y Niña

Mango de Piña....yum yum - no these one's aren't green just one of a number of varities.

It was not my plan to write about our children in this next post and I was earlier going to get Rick to write about something else – but I just can’t help myself. This past weekend (the 30th) we celebrated Children`s day, and previous to that we had two weeks of cultural festivities….thus we have some great shots of Ezra and Hilary enjoying life here in Mexico that i’d like to share. So in addition to some pictures here are a few thoughts:

Off to the Races!

Ezra Jackson – our little observer/thinker. Even his teacher here in the first few months commented on his perceptiveness. Often in situations where one might think he is bored or not intrigued, he simply is concentrating and taking it all in. Weeks ago while laying in bed he announced to me “you know mom I can think of two things at once.” He occasionally does also bring up things he remembers from back in Canad, ie.  this past week he suddenly said – I’d like to go to Grandma and Grandpa’s house –

Learning to Print

why you ask – to play Crokinole! Finally when at his school the other day I observed him as he followed his teachers Spanish instructions during a game and I was really impressed! After 6 months he is really getting it! Ezra continues to enjoy absorbing life here…just today Ezra walked probably 2 1/2 KM around town with me today without one complaint!

Hilary  Mae– our little ball of energy.

Playing in the Water - her Fav!

This girl is fun and funny. Rick calls her a “vriblevrips”!? She has a big grin and likes to show it off. She went to her first two days of school/daycare this week and got right involved in a variety of activities (with me in the class). You can often see her running down the street or definitely wanting to do everything by herself. She also has learned to do somersaults, jumping

Dancing with her “class”

clearly off to feet and has a good dancing repertoire. She also excludes a fair amount of energy, especially playing with her big bro, and will strongly state her desires and frustration if they aren’t quite met.  That said, she also demonstrates pretty good problem solving skills in doing puzzles way beyond her age and figuring out how to get things done her own little way, hey hearing her repeat and say Spanish phrases is also pretty cute!

 

 

So there are a few thoughts from a mom’s biased perspective, I wonder what Rick would have said? And to end things off some other shots from the past weeks including one more from the local Feria (ie. Carnival, PNE, EX type event).

First Day at Pinguinos

 

Fun at the Feria - yes I (jacquie) went on the roller coaster behind them!

 

 

Posted in May 2011 | Leave a comment

Easter

The Easter Season marked for us our 2nd major holiday in Mexico. I think most people including ourselves have two thoughts around holiday times – what will we experience in this new culture, and how will it feel to be away from home? I think Rick and I had time to think of both of these questions, we definitely had moments of longing to be with family/friends from Canada, visiting, watching hockey playoffs, eating traditional foods, going to church services in English. I admit recently it is a bit difficult at times to see pictures of people enjoying times/place that seem quite Canadian to me. However as my sister has commented we are so fortunate to be living in a country that likes to celebrate. Semana Santa or Holy Week is a very festive season around here, not only in religious significance but also a time for much cultural activities. This also is continuing this current week as well in which there are countless cultural, artistic, sportive events to watch and a carnival we are eagerly awaiting to participate in this week.

This past Easter Week was quite full for us beginning with an Easter Egg decorating party we hosted for some women/children from a playgroup I attend.  And while we were able to connect with a variety of people and groups over the few days we also had time to reflect personally on the incredible significance the Easter story has both in its historical occurrence and its potential implications for our own spiritual journeys. While Easter Sunday brings thoughts of joy and hope – I always love the biblical questions to Mary “Why are you looking for the living among the dead? – in particular this weekend both on Friday and Saturday I felt a deeper appreciation in contemplating the depth of Jesus suffering and the reality of his death. As one author states: “Because we know that Jesus will rise again, we may tend to skip over the fact of his death and the tragedy of it, spent Holy Saturday in a state of religious inertia, and then find that our inner state remains inert and unable to experience the joy of Easter.“  This same author (yes the one of the previous post as well) also impressed on me the truth that while Jesus seems to have felt abandoned in this death, God’s was still powerfully present  – as he can be in our lives in our moments of profound failure, sin, fear or despair. May I continue to learn to be sustained by his peace in these times.

The first half of “Holy Saturday” was spent at a church picnic type event at a local park. We did drama, sang, listened, played, and ate together by a river. It was our first experience in a more social setting with this 4 year old relatively small Presbyterian church and a great opportunity to feel a little more connected.

The second half of my day was spent making Paska – a mennonite traditional easter bread – for the first time. I was a bit nervous having limited experience in bread making (I did kind of cheat and decided to make buns instead) and using more limited equipment including a propane oven that has no oven temperature settings (just level 1-5).  Thanks to my friend Alison who encouraged me to try “Lovella Paska” recipe from the website – “Mennonite Girls Can Cook” I was able to quite please and impress by husband, children and friends whom have never tasted Paska before.

Lastly we were fortunate enough to have two different outings on Easter Sunday. The first a small but meaningful “service” in the home of an US missionary family we are getting to know,  and the second a good time of fellowship with good friends visiting, eating, and watching the kids hunt for Easter eggs.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m always curious to know what children are learning and taking in from the various times we shared and talked to them about the life, death and resurrection of Jesus.  Interestingly tonight as I was putting Ezra to bed and asking him what he was thankful for he commented, “I’m thankful that Jesus left,” why I ask? His answer – “because he had too.”

A Transformed Life

I too am thankful that Jesus rose and returned to his Father. I’m thankful for all he teaches us through the time he spent here on earth, for his willingness to enter into our humanity and suffer, and that in him I can find hope, and a resurrected life.

 

 

P.S. Yes, I actually took the butterfly picture, and much more during the past week or so which I’ve added to the photogallery under “San Cristobal.”

Posted in April 2011 | 2 Comments

Our Journey with Lent

With only a few days to go before “Semana Santa” – Holy Week, I thought it would be a good time to blog a bit about Lent. Thanks to a gift from my family we have visually been journeying with Jesus to the cross these past weeks since Ash Wednesday (March 9th).  Admittedly we have missed a few days and we have not added many activities to our daily routines but the kids and I have taken some time to focus on a few key ideas that Jesus emphasized during his years before his death and resurrection – giving thanks, forgiveness, charity and faith – in attempt to a least begin to bring some significance to this time in the church calendar. This past Sunday Rick also helped the kids add to our display but making an Easter garden, an idea passed on to me by my sister Stephanie last year, that gives way to talking  about the cross, death and life.

Rick and I have been spending some time reading and discussing parts of a devotional type book I found at the MCC Office back in October called “Seven Weeks for the Soul,” by Gerard W. Hughes – a British spiritual/ecumenical writer who has interest in justice and peace issues – an emphasis I have very much appreciated these past 5+ weeks in particular because of my desire to grow/learn in these areas during this time of life.  Last week I wrote a bit about this book in an email so I thought it good to include this bit of introduction here as well. The author in part views lent as a time to focus on doing spiritual battle, a time for penance – not in the more typical sense but based on the greek word for penance that means “a change of heart.” I quote ” Lent is not meant to be a time for punishment and pain, but a time for changing our mind, our outlook, and attitudes..as the prophet Joel tells Israel, “Let your hearts be broken, not your garments torn” Joel 2:13. As we bring ourselves into God’s presence this Easter season and surrender ourselves to his working may he bring the change of heart that he desires, along with the change of action that will likely result. In addition this past week during some more reading of this book I was lead to meditate more on  a verse from 1 Cor 5:20-21  “We are ambassadors for Christ; it is as thought God were appealing through us, and the appeal that we make in Christ’s name is: be reconciled to God. For our sake God made the sinless one into sin, so that in him we might become the goodness of God.(Jerusalem Bible Translation) I find myself asking the question, does my life represent Christ, his goodness, love, peace? Does my life make a relationship with Christ appealing? Does the way I live life bring about a desire for others seek out reconciliation with God? In part I have had similar questions in the past, but particular to this time of meditation I also ask myself the question – am I becoming the goodness of God? And, what does this exactly mean? At this point I might use the phrase Mi Falta or in English I’m Lacking a more academic exposition of this phrase/translation but in relation to my previous questions at this point I’m forced to contemplate the idea that in part what scripture is saying here is that while many people may lack much goodness in their life, and wonder where God is in the midst of their difficulties or sadness, my role in my relationships is to be this goodness – to be loving, faithful, caring, available, providing of needs, a friend, a good listener, a bringer of peace. And additionally, to somehow pass on the reality that this goodness is not of myself but comes ultimately from God, which I realize can only be done if the goodness I hope to exude is actually a reality inside me which comes through the spirit of Christ living powerfully in and through me. And so this is one area in which I am “doing penance” this lenten season, asking God to  to bring about a change in my heart, to continue to develop in me an attitude to focus on the goodness he brings to me and allow his spirit to share his goodness through my relationships with others.


Posted in April 2011 | 3 Comments